Extreme Eye Rescueisabella Pelle

feelings while non-being / feeling (XXI)

After last night during my 'session' all felt very positive ..... appeared, as in then no longer in contact with me
was a rage, and, above all, a sadness in me
.... and is also felt to be now in a weaker form.

Unfortunately I ate well again yesterday too much chocolate, which now leads this morning headaches.
This makes my entry to the inside any easier ..... but lately I feel increasingly like me turn to my inner life, at least reasonably timely manner. (Yes, there is currently no pressure anymore to want to do it, but really like it.)

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I am now slightly ill ... feel collapsed physically .... and the sadness is there.

seems also to some kind of 'inner child' to be there. - ..... I embrace everything now, internally.

And there is pressure to make a difference ..... must bring about some sort of solution ....

I want to get rid of everything unpleasant in me. - "Yes, that is the desire to get rid of it!"

..... Again, this is something that will be taken and this includes with.

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my impulse, I tilt now (sitting) to the front (the head almost on the table) and roll can .... At the interface of sadness, anger and 'interior Child, 'then I realized: That's helplessness.

I stuck to it, and let it all his time .... Some time I came

then the sentence: " Yes, sometimes we feel in life 'helpless' "
Then came the need to express myself up again .... and right now I'm here a bit with the 'inner child' and together with the sadness. ...


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Explanation:
I do this so often now that I go during my 'sessions' inside, feel, agree, put me in the middle ..... and then coming out, a few sentences write down here ..... then in the inner again to continue ....