Stroke Volume -what Is Normal

FEEL session (XXII)

The whole day I felt a sadness in me .... and now a firmly held power ..... a hassle .....
And I feel like I for a way to search for a technique that I can finally get beyond these issues, a loud, "No, I do not always depend on the same themes !!!!" - Yes, an annoyance, because I stuck my ...... and because I finally want to get beyond all this cheese once .....
And tension is here! - And in the background somehow won a "yes" to the fact that now all this is there .... this is also the anger, the Blockiertsein, the resistance is there.

Yes - somehow a kind of 'hurt-being' is what I sense behind all this .....

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I am gone a little deeper into me and got this 'do all getting rid of' the tension, the Blockiertsein, and felt much stronger.

I wondered then: "Who owns the feeling to be stuck so much?" - Came as a response then in my heart that this feeling is (partially) adopted by my mother. Then I came
the memory of the meeting of training weekend (see meeting (XVII-a) ), and the encounter took place here with my mother (and the sentence I told my mother at that time).

Then I came inside in a genuine and deep support. "Jah, now at the moment so I now have these feelings, I now feel stuck ....... and years, I will also have for a while. "